#4

Pretty average day, busy work, annoying feelings since I've been cutting down on the drugs.

I was going through my bookmarks to find some stuff I needed during my lunch break and I managed to find your old blog. I read the last post and I cried.

Then I went home, and spent all the time crying. It's the first time I did since we broke up. Realising it's over, it really hurts. Realising I've lost you forever, it really hurts.

This silence breaks me.

I'm falling again.

Day 37